first i met her after 10 months she left us last year, was raya haji. she came to visit me at samura with ibu, maksu, paksu, aisyah, anis & ilya. i was very exteremely excited that time but i didnt showed it obviously( since that is my real behaviour;hiding the real feeling towards someone but no ones know what's inside:D)
she was not much changing & still like before. her speaking styles, way of dressing still show that she was not had a culture shock or anything while she was at aussie. alhamdulillah.
we had been together for almost 3 months & for me it is a long time, to be at home. so many words to describe herself. she is a strong survivor. she tried so hard to bring herself at this stage. one night, we were chattering about our family. she said; "akak fikir kita ni takde apa-apa pun selain dari ilmu & kejayaan yang kita ada. itulah je yang boleh bawak kita ke mana mana & itu je yang boleh buat orang memandang kita. sebab tu akak belajar rajin rajin" . i was lost in words that time. thinking the rightness of her words. yess. she was very right. she taught me a lot without i realised. every words from her to me are meaningful & inspiring.
despite of her success that make me adore her, she also has some funny, cheerful behaviour that make all of us laugh n sometimes get annoyed with her actios. but we never hates n we are about to miss you enna:)
this evening i was on9 for a while.suddenly anem entered our house and shouting, "kak nina~! n go to my room
& i straightly sound her."heyy. mana ada kak nina la"
"eh lupa lah. kak nina dah balik" she get out from the room and smiling tersipu-sipu. apelah adik..
i was sad again. arrh. how boring am i when she absent. we used to go out & shopping together till anem always be jealous with us cuz we oftenly going out while she was at school.huhu.
n when it comes to buy someting ,she kindly help me choosing n giving her best opinion for me. seriously, she is my best shopping-mate ever!!
I'M GOING INTO BORING LIFE WIHOUT YOU,SIS. BELIEVE ME -.-
nanti takde lagi orang yang nak bebel bebel kemas bilik, gantung baju dlm wardrobe elok-elok, buat lawak gila-gila, teman borakborak plus mengumpat sebelum tidur:D, orang yang nak dengar cerita pasal boyfren, orang yang nak support ain nak ambil course ape, tolong ain buat research pasal course yang ade, bagi pinjam duit bila ain sengkek;p, & bla bla bla. sume dah tak de lah. balik cepat siket eh. boleh teman ain lagi. hee. mengada punya budak!
enna take care & study well there:)
i love you so much <3
* kalau enna baca post ni jgn gelak eh:P
I'M NOT A GOOD WRITER INDEED.
last pose from you